#necessary

cuteeee. ;D

melancholy.

Well, today was uneventful. Sorta. Just another Monday; bleh. I never really have good days anymore...depressing, much ?

Today I found out that JJ's family thinks I'm ugly. Dude, that's a HELLA MEAN thing to say ! Like, that's just plain rude since they don't even know me and I don't know how they would know what I look like. Yeah, maybe there's pictures, but FYI I'm not the most photogenic person in the world. -___- I never really thought of myself as an ugly person, but gee, I sure do now. Wow, that hurts. My self-esteem is dead now; as in non-existent. That is just mean though, you can't just go around saying that other people are ugly. Who knows what those people might feel if they found out, WHICH I DID. I have feelings, you know, and it doesn't help to be calling me ugly. And I'm guessing these are like his parents and his cousins, which is so mean because they don't know me. Not to be mean or anything, but this is why I don't like Filipinos. Most of them (not all) think they are just so great and so awesome. As if they are just the prettiest, coolest people in the world and that everyone else is so much worse. "No, we're not Asian, we're Pacific Islander !" It's like, no one cares. You guys are Asian, there's nothing wrong with being Asian. Saying that just makes us feel bad.

Well sorry for the pity party or whatever. :/

Just needed to vent my feelings. & the "v" button on my laptop is being retarded.

CAMERA.

YAYAYAY. Camera's coming. I'm so happy happy happy. It's a black Sony Cybershot DSC-W230. Yes, I memorized that because I'm so excited. YEEEE ! :DDDDDDD

<--- COOL. :B I kinda wanted a Canon, but Sony is almost as good(:

rawr.

Just thought I'd say something real quick. ;B

I GOT THE NEW TEACHER. Mr. Tam, some dude who graduated from Bell and taught in New York and San Francisco. I ORDERED A CAMERA FOR CHEAP(er) FROM AMAZON. 'Cause that's how Asian I am. :DDDD I'm so excited. It's about effin' time I got a camera ! YES YES YES. I SHALL TAKE IT WITH ME TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY. Yay for camerawhoring during break. Now I shall have blog posts with peekchars.

One more thing; ________ is really irritating me. She needs to stop insulting my school. YEAH, I KNOW IT'S GAY, but that doesn't mean your school is cool shit. Aight ?!

[15:53] IWILLPMSATYOU: ur schools gayish

[15:54] HelloPanda717: that's not nice.

Meanie.^^ & that's why I don't like you. Neither does JJ. HARHARHARHARHARHAR. >:D

OCD.

Hey, sorry I haven't blogged in awhile. I'm sure none of you even noticed. That's coo'. Anywho, here's the update on my absolutely wonderful life. It took me three freakin' days to clean my room. This included dusting, rearranging, and reorganizing EVERYTHING. I sure have a lot of crap in my room. I put my clothes in rainbow order. YAY. :3 Dusting is completely pointless because thirty seconds later, things just get dusty again. Meh.

Yesterday was the my joint birthday party with my aunt. She's turning 38 *winkwink*. Two weeks belated, but it was fun; I like having family parties. Minhthy and Alexa came over ! :D We were all in my room and all the little girls were asking me to paint their nails. My little cousin Olivia wanted me to paint her nails, and after I finished, she put her finger up her nose. <.<>

*I still have to read my summer reading book and do my summer requirements. GAH, procrastination. D;

proposal.

Went to the movies today with Monique. Had a dentist appointment before that. Turns out I have this itsy bitsy little cavity that was a braces defect. I have to get it filled next week. It's expensive for a millimeter sized cavity. Darnit. Movies with Monique was fun, we went to go see The Proposal but we walked into the UP theater by accident. We were sitting there watching the previews thinking we were all cool and shit. Then UP started playing and we were like OH CRAP ! So we ran out of the theater and went into the one for The Proposal. Haha, the movie was good, and after we went into Forever21. I got a v-neck and a shirt for $15 total. Woohoo for cheap purchases. After that I had to go to my WYD individual group meeting. The meeting took hella long so my mom got pissed at me afterwards. She was planning to go see this outdoor showing of this modern Romeo and Juliet movie. But we missed it 'cause that meeting just had to drag ON AND ON. It was agonizing. Then my mom had to yell at me even though it wasn't my fault the meeting took so long. Asian parents. -___- My days aren't that interesting anymore now that there's no more Lasan summerschool. *sigh*