melancholy.

Well, today was uneventful. Sorta. Just another Monday; bleh. I never really have good days anymore...depressing, much ?

Today I found out that JJ's family thinks I'm ugly. Dude, that's a HELLA MEAN thing to say ! Like, that's just plain rude since they don't even know me and I don't know how they would know what I look like. Yeah, maybe there's pictures, but FYI I'm not the most photogenic person in the world. -___- I never really thought of myself as an ugly person, but gee, I sure do now. Wow, that hurts. My self-esteem is dead now; as in non-existent. That is just mean though, you can't just go around saying that other people are ugly. Who knows what those people might feel if they found out, WHICH I DID. I have feelings, you know, and it doesn't help to be calling me ugly. And I'm guessing these are like his parents and his cousins, which is so mean because they don't know me. Not to be mean or anything, but this is why I don't like Filipinos. Most of them (not all) think they are just so great and so awesome. As if they are just the prettiest, coolest people in the world and that everyone else is so much worse. "No, we're not Asian, we're Pacific Islander !" It's like, no one cares. You guys are Asian, there's nothing wrong with being Asian. Saying that just makes us feel bad.

Well sorry for the pity party or whatever. :/

Just needed to vent my feelings. & the "v" button on my laptop is being retarded.